Summer heat and country boys :)

You know when your single when you go through times of being fine and then other times when you just really wish you were going out with the man of your dreams? Yeah, I am feeling the latter tonight. I have been thinking a lot about Montana lately. There is a very high possibility that I will be in Montana this summer working and staying at my Grandparents ranch. I can't help but think, will i meet a country boy?

Part of me is like, no, that won't happen, because it never does! But then again...

What if I did? 

What if I had that summer. That hot and country summer. That summer romance. But didn't stop in the summer, but continued on. You never know what could happen. I am 21 years old, almost 22. Everyone says, "You're still so young!" I know that may be true. But to tell you the truth, I'm impatient. I'm tired of waiting. I know God says to be patient and I need to listen. But sometimes it's hard, especially when there are many relationships around me. 

I can't help but day dream about this summer and about all the "what ifs." Of course I do not want to get my hopes up, but at the same time a girl can dream, can't she? :)

I can imagine walking around Grandpa's ranch in my cowgirl boots and summer dresses without a care in the world. Every day I will put on my boots and head out into the country, how exciting is that? I'll have my soccer Mom green van and I will be ready to go! I will hopefully have the best job (ideally working with kids) or maybe I will volunteer with kids and work somewhere else. Where will I meet this country boy? At my job? Down at the baseball field where Grandpa coaches? At church?  

It is very reassuring to know that God has the grand ol' plan, but part of me hopes maybe He will give me this dream this summer. You never know.

One thing that is for sure is I will be a summer time country girl this summer and life will be dusty, dirty, silly, wonderful, hot, and absolutely wonderful all at the same time no matter what.

In the meantime, it's time to get back to studying for finals!

Whitters