As I attempt to finish homework tonight, I am holding onto this song...

"Now it all seems upside down 

'Cause my whole life is caving in 

But I feel you now more than I did then
How can I come to the end of me 

And somehow still have all I need?

God, I want to know you more 

Maybe this is how it starts 

I find you when I fall apart 

I don't know how long this will last 

I'm praying for the pain to pass

But maybe this is the best thing 

that has ever happened to me."

Lately,  I have been been questioning God's motives for how my life is going right now. But I need to constantly remind myself and even be reminded from Alissa and Tera, that HE has the plan. He knows exactly what He is doing. That moment when I think I am "okay" and "over" not living in Muir anymore my emotions get the best of me. Like last night. I visited my babies today. It was wonderful. The fact that they love me like crazy is what I need to remember when I am upset. Because yes, I may not be living in the same building with them anymore, but they are still a part of my life and I need to remember that. I know they were put in my life for a purpose and I was put in theirs for a purpose. I need to remember that God is good all the time, all the time He is good. Also, I need to be happy about the little things, like having a 100 percent in health in the classroom or snuggling with Nicki today or being an "outspoken" crazy girl in my Literature class. 

You're going to be okay, Whitney Rose, I promise you will be sweet girl. <3