Sometimes I just love to stop and think about the
big picture of things and think about life, the people in my life, and why the
world is such a beautiful place. There are some truly amazing people in my life
and sometimes I wonder how I am so blessed.
Like last
night for Alissa’s birthday when we were out adventuring I kept holding onto
Lindsey’s hand and it made me so happy. That may sound silly, but for me it was
that reassurance that she wasn’t going anywhere, she was right there to hold my
hand. Or last quarter every Tuesday and Thursday, Kelsey would give me a hug. I
remember one day, the day was going just awful, I was sick and I got a bad
grade in math. I came out, almost in tears and not saying anything just gave
her a hug, she called me doll like always and told me everything would be okay
and you know, it was okay.
Ever since freshmen year I have had people in my
life that I know truly care about me. Some have gone in and out of my life, but
the ones who care have stayed. I remember last year when Missy and I had
morning class at 8am and I wanted her to braid my hair she would literally
sometimes do it while we were walking. One day a girl saw her and said, “You
are going to make a GREAT Mom someday.” That girl is right, she will J
I think about last quarter when I would visit Ruth at Einstein’s once a week
and I would do homework and she would make me pumpkin creation drinks, they
were so good! Then she would sit next to me and I would tell her everything
that is on my mind. I think back to winter break when she called me when I was
in the hospital and Josh talked to her for me. She was SO concerned, but Josh
was able to calm her down. You know you are truly loved when that happens.
Thinking back to freshmen year when I was in Trinity
with Dani. Every day when she and Laura left for class and I was in the lobby,
she would say hi to me. I didn’t know her that much but I knew I loved her. Things
like that truly make a difference. It may be something very simple like saying “hi,”
but I knew Dani cared, that’s why she made the effort to say hi to me. And I
love her for that. I remember also freshmen year when the PSC classes were so
hard for me, I would study so hard and not do well. I couldn’t tell you how
many times Ashlee would step outside of the classroom with me, hug me, and tell
me it was okay and she was so proud of me. And she let me cry. Sometimes we see
tears as a huge weakness, but Ashlee saw my heart through them and she really
took care of me for it.
Through the years, especially in college, people
have been oh so patient with me. I think about Danellie and how we have been
best friends since freshmen year and she literally saved me in some very
awkward situations, but for some reason they were not awkward with her. She was
there to help me and she always did. I will never forget the day we made muddy
buddies in the microwave in Trin, that day we became the best of friends. Since
then she has always been the one that I would call and cry to we were out of
town from SLO.
I feel so blessed beyond belief to be in the major
that I am a part of. Literally, some of the most amazing people that I have met
from Poly are Lib Studs. We are truly a unique major that is a real family. We
have a billion insides jokes that have developed through our classes. As Katie
said the other day, “Aren’t you suppose to be in class with Lauren right now? I
thought all Lib Studs have class together!” Pretty much our excuse for
everything is, “It’s because we’re Lib Studs.”
This year I have met more and more Chi Omega girls
as the year has gone on. And I swear they are some of the most wonderful girls
at Poly. I love spending time with them and I love meeting all of them! It just
makes me super happy! I have found myself spending quite a bit of time with
them because lots of them are Liberal Studies majors.
Life is beautiful. I adore people and I love my
friends. I love all of the memories and quotes that I have through the years
being here. But I think being a third year I have realized more and more what
is important in friendships and the qualities that my friends have. Like for
Alissa’s 21st birthday it was completely important to take care of each
other and be smart. And that is exactly how I felt. We took care of Alissa and
we took care of each other. And I held Lindsey’s hand. I think that is what
made last night so good.
I am so blessed
beyond belief. I adore the people in my life. I am so glad to have the opportunities
to spend time with them during these college years. Life is beautiful. I love
having joy. And the people I spend time with give me joy. And yesterday I said,
“Maybe that’s why I was giggling.” And Kelsey told me yesterday, “You giggle all
the time Whit!” And it’s true, I do. And that’s exactly the way I like it (:
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