Tonight Tiana shared a song with me. These lyrics struck me and I feel like they sink in with how my year has been going.

“Whatever you're doing inside of me It feels like chaos, somehow there's peace. It's hard to surrender to what I can't see but I'm giving in to something heavenly.”

Again, I have mixed emotions all the time because I do have so much JOY in life, but at the same time, through different experiences that have happened this year, it has most definitely felt like chaos inside of me. But somehow God still gives me joy. That is what I hold on to.